I wanted you to wake up today, to words of love. I wanted you to read something so deeply romantic and profound that it would carry you through these next few days that you face, without me by your side. I know that sounds overly dramatic, but I also know that it’s pretty close to the way you and I perceive this unfortunate situation. You are getting through this time apart, just like I am, and it really doesn’t help that today is our anniversary. My words are not magic, and they never have been, but I know that the things I wrote to you when we were first falling in love were very real and poetic. I wanted to conquer and own you with my words, even if it wasn’t going to be possible in any other way. As it turned out, we managed to conquer one another, and it had so little to do with our words in the end. But that is all I have right now…
I am in love with an amazing woman, and have been for the past three years. She has shown herself to be a strong, beautiful, intelligent, consistent, humorous individual whom I respect and adore. Three years, and it still feels like we’re still in the “honeymoon phase”. Three years and I still get excited when I hear her come home. Three years, and I am still very unhappy when I have to be away from her for more than a few hours. Three years and I am still hungry for her every day. I’ve shoved my cock in every hole, thousands of times, and I still can’t get enough. How romantic!
We say “I love you” so many times throughout the day, and I know it is heartfelt every single damn time! A few hours away from each other is okay but a few days apart is torture, and there’s no denying how weird and pathetic that seems, at this point in our relationship. Shouldn’t we be just a little sick of each other by now? Can’t you be just a little more annoying or something? Maybe nag me a bit? There is something truly extraordinary about being able to spend SO MUCH time with someone and never grow tired of them. It’s freaky, is what it is. And that’s us…
This is not going to be profound. It’s almost 9 a.m. and I don’t think you’re going to get much out of me. What I really need to say, you hear every day. What I really need to express, I’ve already said more times than I can count. I love you MY SWEET. I miss you MY LOVE. I adore you MY ALL. I will see you soon MY EVERYTHING.
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MY LOVE writes:
***What is it about distance that intensifies the pain of separation? I spent 5 days in PDX taking care of my mom after knee surgery. It was difficult and I missed MY MAN terribly, but somehow the fact that he was only 3 hours away made it more tolerable. Right now I am in upstate New York shooting with PD at “The Farm,” 3000 miles from MY MAN. We have talked, shared text messages and emails, but it feels so much more difficult to comfort myself. He can’t get here in a few hours. The little things we share every day – hugs in the kitchen, his hand caressing my neck in office, a kiss in the hallway as we pass each other – my god I miss them!
We are definitely sick. Sick in love. What I would give to feel him next to me right now.
Perhaps the gut-wrenching romance novels I read as a child aren’t so foolish after all. My heart hurts and the tears come easily.
I need my other half.***
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Here's a recent request that we declined to do:
"Hi there I have a video request for you to consider. It's basically one woman pushing and pressing her hands into another womans soft belly fat. The deeper the pushing the better, also do it both fast and slow. The belly should also not be flexed, it should be relaxed so that her belly can be pressed in as deep as possible. With that said its important that her bladder be empty or it may make the experience a little uncomfortable. I think this is best done with the girl laying flat on a bed and definantly on bare skin. The belly sould not be too skinny, better if there is a little bit of tummy fat. One hand ontop of the other and pushing on the center of the belly for maximum effect too."
This is another one of those that really doesn't have much resale value. The person that requested this will buy it, and maybe one or two other people if we're lucky, but that's it. Everyone else will just be wondering what the hell it's all about. I know it's got me wondering. What is arousing about what this person describes? Very strange...
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We recently drove to Estacada, Oregon, to shoot with Mark Warye of Warye Photography. www.missonline.com/profile/mwncw Mark is a friendly, energetic man who is clearly talented with a camera. We shot in an industrial garage/dungeon atmosphere that he told us frequently changed. Strewn about the place were many of his own devices or apparatus'. It was impressive and yet wonderfully comfortable. Mark's demeanor had a lot to do with that.
The first two scenes were strictly posing for Mark. He led the way and we just tried to look good. Okay, I tried to look good while MY LOVE made it look easy.
I didn't do the rope work for the footage you see above. Mark took the time to teach me a thing or two while he was binding MY GIRL, but I just basically stood and watched. Beautiful, no?
Then it was our turn. I set up our cameras and strapped MY LOVE to a bench that was able to be suspended in the air by chains. Mark took photographs while I molested, punched and fucked her. Our cameras were rolling when I used a few implements on her and stuck my cock in her mouth. As you can see, Mark captured some amazing moments. I swear every time I punched MY CUNT there was a flash from the camera right on time, and that's a damn hard thing to capture!
If you would like to see the rest of the pictures, go to: www.waryephotography.smugmug.com/People/CatherinedeSade/9661016_HypRo/1/652066686_3FiJz
If you would like to contact Mark, he goes by 1eyejack on FetLife and his e-mail address is markwarye@gmail
We'd like to thank Mark for an easy and enjoyable shoot, and for the FANTASTIC pictures! We'll be back!
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MY LOVE writes:
***I will be leaving on Sunday for a week of shooting with PD!!! MY MAN will not be coming with this time because I will be out on “The Farm” and it just was not practical. After having another shoot cancel in Buffalo (I will not rant about it) I am down $872.00 and I haven’t even left Oregon yet. Passed up two other gigs to shoot with this company and…never mind, it will just piss me off.
What really sucks is anticipating the time away from MY MAN. Started feeling stressed about it last week - actually we both did. We talked about it and even joked that maybe we are a bit too dependent on one another? Or maybe we just really like each other so much that we do not want to spend much time apart? Truth is, we just do not seem to ever get tired or each other’s company. Almost three years later and I still get butterflies in my stomach! Oh yeah, and I will be in NYC on our third anniversary – poor planning on my part.
I LOVE BEING IN LOVE!***
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