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I purchased a speculum today, from an adult shop in Portland. We are visiting until the end of the week and I am taking advantage of the fact that we are in a big city. I'm still not so internet-friendly/confident, but MY LOVE tells me that we can buy all sorts of kinky, fetishy stuff like this from places like E-bay. There goes all the money I'm making selling porn!
I also stopped in a store today that specializes in welding supplies. When I told the salesman that I was looking for headgear that could be modified so that my camera would sit in front of my face, he gave me a weird look. Jokingly inquired if I was a peeping tom? I really wanted to blurt out exactly what I had in mind. I'm trying to find a way to film point-of-view style movies without actually having to hold the camera. Some sort of headgear that I can wear like a headband, with rigid arms that will hold my little camera a couple feet in front of my face. Half the fun of this whole thing is buying these items with the secret knowledge of what we'll really be doing with them. So many of my purchases, as of late, have been like this. I so desperately want to lean over and tell the clerk that not one of the items I am purchasing is going to be used for its intended purpose.
A metal ruler (for whacking, not measuring). A pink, marble easter egg (for insertion, not for decoration). A set of clear plastic funnels (for a better view of the liquid, as it disappears into her ass). If you have an imagination, so many day-to-day items can bring immense sexual pleasure. I am grateful for my creativity, and for the exposure to all the men who have ordered custom DVDs, or made special requests from Clips4Sale. Not everything we've been exposed to is going to hold our interest, but it has given us the opportunity to expand our minds even further. It never ceases to amaze me, despite how immersed I have been in the adult industry, that I am still not incredibly desensitized and jaded.
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MY LOVE tried a new birth control pill with not-so-wonderful results. She is not doing this to avoid getting pregnant but for the benefit of having fewer periods. It's one of THOSE birth control pills...
Side effects are always bound to happen. Most women gain weight, get acne, and have mood issues. MY LOVE found her energy was seriously plummeting along with her sex-drive. Not that she didn't want to have sex, she just didn't want it as often... which was okay with me for a moment. I need a rest sometimes!
Today she did not take the pill and claims to already feel a difference. I believe her, and I'm glad she's not going to continue. Looking at her "symptoms", I have to smile. What better way for birth control to work, than to make you too tired to fuck, and not horny enough to care? Granted, that doesn't mean that sex isn't still going to happen, but maybe just not as often. When a woman is not in the mood that's usually the end of the discussion. Not that I ever have to worry about that.
It simply doesn't matter if MY CUNTMEAT is in the mood or not. Nor does it matter that she might be in the middle of a task. As you all know, she could be sleeping, and it wouldn't even make me hesitate. Of course, I love and respect MY GIRL, and if I ever thought she was really, REALLY not in the mood, or feeling ill, I would leave her alone. Thankfully, she is a healthy woman with an above-average appetite. Lucky me!
We never have to worry about her accidentally getting pregnant. That possibility was surgically taken care of many years ago. I've always thought I had super sperm, but they'd have to be damn-near-miracle sperm to do their job on MY HOLE. Any birth control pill or device we used would be for some other benefit, like the fewer periods. And even though her pussy is getting more use than I ever thought it would, it's still third on my list of favorites. Nobody is getting pregnant from oral and anal sex, that I know of, but if it were possible...
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I received a call from a lady who was frustrated about the lack of swingers/open minds in our general area. This is a person I met briefly while working at the porn shop in Bend, Oregon. The community did NOT want an adult business there and the place barely made enough money to stay open. I tried many different ways to identify the local swinging community, and entice it to visit the store I was managing, but it was a miserable failure. This was a safe place. I made certain everyone who entered knew they could leave their inhibitions at the door, if they chose to. Not too many people did.
Generally, the attitude was; I have to get out of here as quick as possible so nobody sees me. Try convincing people like that to have sex in front of voyeurs or to join in a gangbang or partner swap. Some women admitted that they were worried their brother, or even their father, might come in while they were in a compromising situation. One fan of glory holes said she couldn't just suck random cocks that came through a hole because one of them might be a relative of hers. She knew her family well enough to know they were the type, so I can't blame her for worrying. That'd be a bit more than gross...
I haven't been working at that porn shop for a few months now. I get the occasional call about the store because my phone number has not been taken off of an advertisement that is running in a swinger's magazine called FORPLAY. The lady who called me knew that I no longer work at the shop, but there really is nobody else in this town she can have an open, honest conversation about this with. I guess. She and her boyfriend are horny and they want to fuck some other people. It's really that simple, and you'd think they'd have any easy enough time getting what they want. I can honestly say that they are both attractive enough, and have a raw sexuality about them that should help, but it just isn't happening for them. My experience with the porn shop, and with the local Craigslist postings, taught me pretty quickly that Central Oregon is not a "swinging" environment. Imagine my disappointment.
My honest suggestion to her was to start searching for people three hours away, in Portland, Oregon. When I told her about the Jefferson Theatre, which is an adult theatre with a very open attitude, she expressed enthusiastic interest. There are a couple of new sexually-oriented clubs in Portland MY LOVE and I have yet to check out. Hopefully our trip this upcoming week will allow for some exploration - or at least a couple trips to the Jefferson. I want to line up about twenty guys and just see if we can wear MY MEAT out.
The lady I spoke with, and her boyfriend, would like to get together with MY LOVE and I. They aren't our type, but more importantly I've come to realise; the scene is not our type. I'd much rather see her get ass fucked by multiple men than same-room swap with another couple. People want to get to know you, there's always that worry about stepping over boundaries and hurting somebody's feelings, and blah, blah, blah. If we could come across a willing female hole who would join MY CUNT in attempting to deep throat my cock, that'd be the only other "scene" I think would truly interest us right now. Couples are complicated. Men and sluts usually aren't.
It was fun talking to her. A bit of revisiting the not-so-distant past. The words still flow so freely but that is no surprise. Sex, and a ton of things related to it, has been my line of work for many, many years. I love sharing the knowledge I have in the hopes that it is truly making somebody's sex life better. I love knowing that I am sometimes opening minds, lowering walls, and helping people accept who they are. In truth, I really miss it, but I am grateful to not have to work at that awful place.
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Last night MY LOVE wore panties to bed. This is sort of an unspoken signal that she wants to pretend to sleep while I fuck her. Usually I come to bed and she is already acting like she managed to fall asleep in the time it took me to brush my teeth. Yeah right. I don't think I've ever been around anyone that was that exhausted. Drunk and passing out maybe, but not soooo tired they fell asleep in five minutes.
I asked her why she was wearing panties to bed, just to be coy. She replied that there were certain pairs that made her feel "different". She likes the way they fit her and it leaves a lingering awareness that they are on. It probably also leaves a lingering awareness that she is signaling her availability to me. We snuggled for a little while and then I remained quiet and still long enough to be certain that she was drifting off. I knew the moment I moved she would be wide awake, but outwardly she would not appear so. Actually, it was rather dark, so I wouldn't have been able to see if her eyes were closed or wide open.
I pulled her panties roughly to her thighs and pushed her on her side. Earlier in the day we had been shooting a scene for a custom video and I knew her ass would be clean. In the dark I pushed inside her and began to enjoy myself. At some point I lay on my side, behind her on the bed, with my cock still in her ass. While I slowly fucked her I ran my hand all over her body. Touching and caressing while she was still and unresponsive. I reached out and took hold of her arm, then placed it so that her hand was resting against her ass cheek. With her limp hand between us I moved so that it was brushing against my cock as I slid in and out of her hole. Her fingers would lightly touch and then fall away, and I'm sure it must have been torture for her to have to keep still.
I put her on her back but kept inside her asshole. She was still doing a wonderful job of acting passed out so I let her legs fall back towards the bed. Wound up fucking her missionary style but with my cock in her ass instead of her pussy. My orgasm was deep and intense - only the second of the day - and I remained on top of her for a few minutes. One of our newly established rules is that MY LOVE is to remain motionless and quiet until I have withdrawn from inside her. She is allowed to "wake up" and the first thing she does is clean off my cock. We keep a big container of baby wipes near the bed just for this purpose. Spit, pussy juice, ass juice - I don't like to sleep with that stuff drying on me. MY LOVE, on the other hand, would love to fall asleep with cum in and on her. Of course she's the sick one in this relationship, and I'm just a normal guy...
... I hope some of you are laughing out there!
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