It is very strange, watching the video. Definitely not the same as seeing myself on camera when we shoot one of our movies, I can tell you that. My voice sounds very strange, amplified as it was. I kept asking myself, “Do I really sound like that?” as I watched it. There is that inescapable tinge of embarrassment even though we did nothing wrong, and it obviously went over well. Don’t know how to explain it…
Seeing what we did, what we looked like and how people reacted from this other point of view is very interesting. It’s good to see the mistakes I made – good to see it from a different angle and well removed from the moment – and have the opportunity to improve upon them. Believe me, I’m still just as nervous about our April appearance as I am excited for it to arrive. I want to the wow the crowd again, with more confidence. We want to create some more controversy again too, if that’s possible. Just have to see what they’ll let us get away with.
Hopefully, this time around, my friend Dewaine will be there to assist us this with things like handing out sample DVDs and recording the event with one of our cameras. We had him operate one once before, during the filming of Help Me Violate Her #3, and he did a magnificent job then. According to Johnny, they are willing to let us sell DVDs or t-shirts if we choose to do so, and I just may put Dewaine to work doing that as well. Certainly couldn’t hurt.
If I make any progress on the video, I will let you know.
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