***The unpacking is pretty much done and our place feels more like a home than a storage locker. Wonderful to be back in Portland! I admit, I miss the sunshine and the beautiful view I woke up to nearly every day, but getting back to PDX is a necessary step in order to make our businesses grow.
Tomorrow I have a shoot with the phenomenal Scott Church http://www.scottchurch.net. His style is exceptional and his eye for capturing unique moments is truly outstanding. My expectations are high and I plan to spend much of today planning my wardrobe, doing my nails and making certain I am camera ready.***
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Two days ago, while helping MY LOVE heft a dryer up our new driveway, I accidentally stepped off the edge of the concrete and into the flower beds. Losing my balance, I landed on my right ass cheek, and then reached up and tried to keep the dryer from crashing down into my lap. My back didn't hurt so bad right then - in fact, I jumped up and we moved the dryer inside without any further hassle - but by the end of the night my entire spine was killing me. It was so bad that we cancelled a shoot we had planned that evening and I went to be pretty early. I've sustained back injuries before and this one didn't seem too severe, so I wasn't worried.
Yesterday, I woke up stiff and sore, but that was no surprise. A nice, long hot shower did me good, but the relief didn't last. As the day wore on it was clear that I was not going to bounce back from this fall like I had hoped. Still, I did not even consider a trip to the doctor, somehow kidding myself that I'd wake up today and feel much better. We had an appointment to shoot in the McMansion we've stayed at in the past, but two hours before we were to show up I told MY LOVE that the pain seemed to be getting worse. I could barely stand up straight and the discomfort was pretty intense. Taking pain relievers really wasn't helping, and I couldn't fathom trying to get aroused and make a good movie for our customer, so an appointment was made. We drove to our chiropractors home and he gave me an "adjustment".
Do I feel better? Absolutely. I cracked and popped in so many places! My back is still very, very sore, but not so much that I couldn't enjoy some clean butthole today. You see, MY LOVE has been menstruating for nearly a week, and all I've had for pleasure is the use of her mouth. Today she was to have her asshole clean for me - and for the movie - and like a good girl she took care of it. Before seeing the doctor, I think her orifice would have gone to waste, but it did not happen that way.
We came back home and I felt pretty damn good, after feeling so fucked up for two days. Part of me worried that I might hurt myself if I tried to get too violent, but I had to pound that ass. We were home twenty minutes after my appointment when I made it clear that I wanted to use her hole. MY MEAT took care of a few important things and then brought her beautiful and naked self to me, in the living room. While I undressed I told her to lean forward and spread open her lips and asshole, and she did a magnificent job of complying. Sliding the first of many condoms on, I told her not to put too much spit on her pucker because I wanted it to go in rough.
The first thing I did was suggest that we go downstairs to our office so that MY WHORE could put up a Craigslist ad or two for tonight. When she asked what kind of ad I told her to inform me of the things that she was interested in. And the filthy talk began! I don't recall most of it, but the one thing that does stick out is a new plan to visit the parking lots of area strip clubs, catch guys coming out who are all wound up and offer them a piece of MY LOVE, who will be tied up and blindfolded in the back of our SUV. Or something close to that. I pounded at her asshole from behind, while she was on her back with her legs spread, and any other way I could manage, while listening to her nasty thoughts come pouring out. It was fucking hot! Eventually her ass got a little too loose and used up, and began dripping all over our floors, so we decided to stop the ass sex for a while. But MY LOVE is not one to just let everything stop right there. Cleaning up, I sat down knowing that I would not be left alone, to save my cum for later. She was right behind me, her eager mouth smiling and making it's way toward my cock. While she watched herself work in the mirror I looked out our front window and imagined people lining up outside it to watch. Her ass would have been pointing right in their direction...
The night is not over, but I have to take it easy so that I can still shoot our movie tomorrow. Business before pleasure!
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Last night I met with Deacon X and picked up a DVD he’d put together, of footage from our performance that they captured on their cameras that evening. Putting it in the DVD player, it works fine, but I cannot get it to download and convert to something compatible with my computer, so I’m not sure I’ll be able to put it up here, or on FetLife. I am still working on it, even as I type this, so maybe something will change shortly.
It is very strange, watching the video. Definitely not the same as seeing myself on camera when we shoot one of our movies, I can tell you that. My voice sounds very strange, amplified as it was. I kept asking myself, “Do I really sound like that?” as I watched it. There is that inescapable tinge of embarrassment even though we did nothing wrong, and it obviously went over well. Don’t know how to explain it…
Seeing what we did, what we looked like and how people reacted from this other point of view is very interesting. It’s good to see the mistakes I made – good to see it from a different angle and well removed from the moment – and have the opportunity to improve upon them. Believe me, I’m still just as nervous about our April appearance as I am excited for it to arrive. I want to the wow the crowd again, with more confidence. We want to create some more controversy again too, if that’s possible. Just have to see what they’ll let us get away with.
Hopefully, this time around, my friend Dewaine will be there to assist us this with things like handing out sample DVDs and recording the event with one of our cameras. We had him operate one once before, during the filming of Help Me Violate Her #3, and he did a magnificent job then. According to Johnny, they are willing to let us sell DVDs or t-shirts if we choose to do so, and I just may put Dewaine to work doing that as well. Certainly couldn’t hurt.
If I make any progress on the video, I will let you know.
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A couple of months ago, we received a message from a gentleman who was interested in purchasing some of our clips. He’d tried Clips4Sale, but apparently the credit card he was using was one that they did not accept. His specific interest was in stomach/belly punching so I sent him to one of our clip stores here, on our site. He purchased an 8-minute scene called “Abdominal Abuse” and liked what he saw enough that he began writing us pretty regularly. Somewhere along the way he introduced us to two sites that he was a big fan of, and MY LOVE checked them out without me really knowing about it. Next thing I knew, we were being asked to do a series of clips for these sites. At the time, we were very excited.
Here are the addresses for the two sites:
www.bellypunishment.com
And
www.BellyPain.com
At first, things didn’t go so smoothly. Based on the sample we’d sent her, Jill wanted me to punch MY LOVE/Catherine de Sade more severely, and for longer periods of time than either of us was comfortable with. Of course, the sample was meant to look impressive, but it didn’t accurately show what we would do throughout a 20-minute segment. The first scene we shot for Jill Lauren Productions was a damn good one, but I did way too much face and breast slapping for fans of belly punching to really enjoy it. This made sense, so we shot another scene the next day, to replace it. It was then that things started to get a bit ugly and frustrating.
The second scene was a disaster - not from our viewpoint, but from that of Jill Lauren. She accused me of pulling punches and of trying to mislead people by slapping MY LOVE on the stomach to warm her up. She felt I was doing it so that the area would get red and then my knuckles would show up better on her skin. It was a bullshit accusation that really made me angry. Things were further complicated when we tried to explain that the severity of the punches she wanted to see, along with the length of time she wanted to see them occur, was just not healthy or safe for MY LOVE to go through. My fists were landing on taut muscle, not fat, and I had no interest in damaging the person I love for any amount of money. Taking a look at the footage, even now, I see that Jill had a valid point. I don’t know if it was the angle of the cameras or the fact that I wasn’t flailing my arms wildly, but the punches did not look severe. It didn’t help that MY LOVE seemed to be enjoying herself the whole time. I guess belly-punching fans don’t dig that. It was clear we needed to learn a bit more about what belly-punching fetishists enjoyed before we could continue. We spoke with Jill, watched a few examples of footage she provided, and eventually agreed to shoot three different scenes of something more erotic and less extreme.
These scenes have been interesting to shoot. When you are asked to punch someone in the stomach, over and over again for twenty minutes, it gets really dull. Even when you are allowed to mix in a little bit of slapping, and maybe even some sex, you still know that your main focus has to be striking someone in the same spot, repeatedly. Trying to be creative is not easy. Trying to make it interesting isn’t any easier. Honestly, we are supposed to make twelve, 20-minute scenes of this sort of thing over the next few months, and I don’t know how we’re going to make them stand apart from each other. You can only change what you wear and where you shoot the scene so much before it is just more of the same. That’s our main challenge.
I still manage to get semi-aroused while filming these scenes. Hurting MY CUNT still turns me on, there’s no doubt about that, but I am definitely one for a bit more variety. Not only would I like to use something other than my fists, I’d like to hit somewhere besides the stomach. But this is work, and work can’t always be fun I guess. We’re happy to have money coming in, considering how lean things are right now in every corner of every industry, so there is no complaining going on here. A check for our fifth clip is on the way, and we will be filming it at the beginning of next week. Our first four are available right now at: www.BellyPain.com - just click on "K&C CLIPS" at the top of the first page.
And there is currently a discussion board going with a few comments, that seems to be solely about our clips: www.members.boardhost.com/Jillsbelly/msg/1260884063.html
Of course, this link may not always be active, so stop by and check it out while you can.
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I know there has been a lot of writing lately, and no pictures to go with it. How shameful! So, here are a couple of random pictures for you to enjoy:
And now, back to our regularly scheduled program...
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